I know you don’t have time to read my Profile… you’re sleeping…but listen here you….
I believe in you…and i am honored that you can be vulnerable with me… it means that you trust me…and trust is very hard for us.and i don’t want to be the only sad one….
because then you always have the pressure of being the happy one….and if it’s true that you’re always happy, then i can’t live up to that pressure either…..
life is so much better when we are just doing the best we can and having room to breathe (no matter how busy we are….it’s not about the business, it’s about the space we give ourselves to be human.)and letting others in even when they let us down and leaving the door open for new people to love, but also to let go of…..
i just hope. i don’t want it to prove to us all that you are less than i know you are show up, wear that outfit, do the best you can, laugh at a few disasters, laugh at yourself, go outside, work too many hours, save some money, spend more money, pick up friends, call friends out of the blue…..
I am proud of you. happy for you. even when you think all the terrible things you’re thinking. yes, i know you’re thinking them.
Anyway, i love you …. and i hope you stick around my life a few more decades….
